I finally got some work up!! Yay!!! Just a few works but I thought those were my best so far. Hopefully I'll have more coming soon. I hope you enjoy these!

Hey everyone!

I went on a bit of a hiatus but I am still alive! I have just gone through a bit of a writing slump where I haven't had much motivation to write. But I am in another creative writing class this semester and that has been helping a lot. I'll be sure to post some of the poems I have written soon and hopefully people will enjoy them . I am alive so don't you fear!!

I have hit a point where for a little over a month I have felt what true happiness is. I have felt whole, wanted, loved...I could smile and mean it and laugh will all of my heart. It was everything I had ever wanted. But now, now I stand and watch as everything begins to fall apart again. If this had been a few months ago I woud have let it fall apart, would have let everything crash down and be pushed back into my hole but not now. Now I have something to fight for, I have a reason to live. I am learning that I do not need to break, I do not need to keep everything inside. I can be free but only if I let myself be free. I can not let myself by crushed by every bad thing that happens or get lost at every wrong turn. I need to step up, take responisibility and move on. I am strong. I am slowly finding how much strength I really have and how it grows stronger when I see all of the people that are there for me. I am not alone. I have never been alone. I was just too dense to see it. So now I plan on not taking anything I have for granted and not overlooking the treasures I have in my life. I no longer belong in the darkness, the light is my home now.

I am so cold right now. I think it's just listening to the wind howling outside that's making it seem colder then it is. The weather is so messed up too. Today it was sunny, then rainy, then it started to sleet and then it started to snow and then...it got sunny again? What? But it is November so I shouldn't expect anything less. Still, it would be nice if we got atleast one more 70 degree day. Sadly that probably won't happen *le sigh*. I just hope there isn't a blizzard. I do not want to walk to class in a blizzard. Or any weather below zero. Stupid winterish weather -.-.

So today on my floor some girls burnt some popcorn and set the fire alarms off. This meant that the entire building had to evacuate and I can say that they were none too happy. I thought the entire situation was hilarious and kept laughing. People gave me such dirty looks for it too. Hehe. So the police and firemen came and people kept talking about it not looking like a drill but they weren't sure so I go, "Nope it's not a drill. Some girls burnt some popcorn on my floor." They were not very happy to hear that either. Haha.

Another thing about fire drills is that the elevators don't work when the fire alarm goes off so I had to walk up to the 9th floor. Now I am not very happy about that -.-. And our floor smells like smoke.

What a day .